Ok .. I'm really shamed to show my face here
What to say? Ok.. I have so much to say .. So if you are patient enough to read a really long journal you can continue
The bloody story starts at the final exams .. YES IT'S THE AWFUL BAD NOISY EVIL UNIVERSITY!! IT HAD STOLEN ALL MY ENERGY !!
I'm at computer college and I'm really tired of it .. Not only my grades were bad, but also I had been threatened that if I didn't make them better, they would kick me out of it .. LIKE HELL I LIKE TO STAY AT YOUR STUPID COLLEGE!
So I decided to work harder so at least my grades can be enough to change my college, and I decided to stop doing anything I love including drawing TT^TT . I was the most painful decision I made.. In the end I only made it worse and my grades didn't become better at all ..
Now I'm stuck at this **** college until I find a solution ...
If you ask : how much are they bad? Ok .. Let's say they are bad enough to make anyone see it wish to tie me, put me in a closed iron closet and throw me in the sea
and not like that's enough, my parents fought many times all the vacation .. It's not like it's something new, but the new that it was just one step and they divorce.. the times are so much to count and I'm really tired
And my weight ..
AH! This boring topic! I wish to give anyone talk to me about it a falcon punch ! Come on I know I'm fat and the kilograms I lost before had returned like nothing happened, but it's all thanks for my bad habit at eating whenever I feel sad...
and after exams, my parents makes me work or exercise all the day! once I touch the pencil , papers and computer they say : Oh you're free! Come on do this and this and that! .. STOP IT!
And what? they doesn't make my sisters and brothers do anything. Just laying like seals, and they look at me to say: you're useless
So the few times I could touch my babies were only to draw some sketches, and If I was lucky enough I can put them on Instagram
Sorry for the very long blah blah .. But as I always say this place is my safe lovely home.. My sweet friends are here and my nosy relatives are not .. Man the person can say here whatever s/he wants without worrying too much
I'm glad I finally managed to enter, And .. Ok sorry isn't enough for people with requests, commissions , trades or birthdays
I'll try my best to return to my activity
Love You All